~ R.I.P. ~ Baby Brother ~ Love You ~ Miss You ~ Hugs n Kisses ~

Until We Meet Again

Take Care

Lots o Love

Dedicated To You

I think about you everyday brother :(

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Beautiful Tule of course during winter! I know you will love...

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I just wanted to add some pics of my cats that loved you dearly... Chief, and Lightning the mommy and daddy of the litter you helped take care :). Mr. T, and Mr. Cuddles who were born on the canadian easter. Remember Cuddles was the black one I took to you right away when you came down stairs. There is also Missy who was born last year... Cuddles is out running wild right now I hope I get him back shit... Ive seen him around, he looks like he loves it out there. Love you lots, take care of yourself, safe traveling, keep your eyes open, and dont forget about me... XOxoOX HugsnKisses

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Mr. T

Missy

Lightning

Chief

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Mr. Cuddles

My Baby Brother ~ In Loving Memory

It has been over a year since I have lost my baby brother, and I still havent cried for him. There were so many times when my eyes were ready to burst but a slight smear of what could have been a tear.

I hope he knows the suffering I bore when he left me alone in this world.

I went through pain I had never imagined existed.

Silence came and gone as it pleased setting a black hole inside, digging in around where I thought only I was allowed, and sorrow made me crazy like a zombie fresh out of a snake pit.

I know he is watching over me and all the people he goes on to love.

Until the day we meet, I shall be thinking of you always. Patiently I wait to create precious memories once more. In the mean time we will learn to cope while you are there and I am here. By the thought of your smile fills my heart with warmth as a virgin sun on a early sunny morning at dawn. May your new found journey in life be one that will take you places that last forever. As the wind blows on any day north or south may the breeze embrace your spirit in love, kindness, understanding, and strength. Take with you what you will for safe travels and sustenance as the family you left behind is in need to get by without having you here.

Just never forget everywhere you go, you are the one who taught me what is to be learned from death. A lesson I cherish dear to my life embodies.

Upon death we move foward so change from this life surely takes to begin our being. Death shall hem and seem all that is meant to fold together in perfect harmony. Sewing and binding a new you will come to know then soon uncover.

Only I can pray someday your brotherly love wont ever fade away. Only I can wish you dont leave my side through these few moments balance draws near its final race. Only I can dream you will endure no more foolish lies ignorance has spread like wildfire. Only I can envision my shadow swiftly following me back again. Only I can tell you the road ahead may be paved or may be bumpy, but its the way our walk of life tells a true story.