FlowerStar ~ A Yokut medicine man told my grandmother, "this is her Indian Name" when I was about 10-11 years old. ElamTseyatas is the Yokut way of saying FlowerStar! I am North American Yavapai, Apache, and Yokut.

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♥ Dreams embraced by reality empower a dreamer beyond any fulfilling darkness of sleep amongst the universe ♥

Monday, November 14, 2011

Hello

    Hello fellow people... today something happened this morning and changed the whole layout of my day.  In this time it was nothing that brought my spirits down, but definately out.  A sort of altering my innards unexpectedly.  I must say that aside from my feeling overpowered, I went along for the ride with ease thinking it was going to be no different than any other time I sent greetings and thanks to people who may take a second to give a shit. With no consequence to settle my silence on a harsher note,  for speaking exactly what I was feeling simultaneously in what will later make me look back twice and wonder.
    When I logged into my twitter account I saw I had two new followers so I opened their profile pages to see what I can learn about them from their information.  Out of what eggs me on to find in peace daily, I felt it was simply courteous that I decided to thank my new followers for following me, and seeing for myself I sent in good thoughts.
The idea came to me that I was a bit baffled by the two times Matt Darey had followed me.  Not fully understanding if it was a glitch or what not.  I wanted to thank him for following me twice to let him know I will always be a big fan no matter what.  Few minutes later I get a reply from Matt Darey telling me I am his biggest fan! Once I read that, nothing was going to stop me from telling him why I was his biggest fan. A once in a lifetime chance to spill my fan loyalty to the one and only who puts music in my life that allows me to see my dreams etc.. in a way that is fn awesome.  I couldn't let my words slip out of reach so I waisted no time.  Somewhat embarrassingly in 10 tweets over the course of 5 hours I did just that, and ultimately changed the person I have been for past 23 years of my life.
The more I went on and on sounding like an obsessive freak, I realized that there was so much going on when I look down into my heart! 
This is the exact place where Matt Darey changed my life... I had never been the type to express heartfelt thoughts and feelings on the public internet, straight out to my loving family, and moreso towards friends as I broadcasted on twitter.  I am open about my life experiences, but hardly put in my own words what I believe is my so called knowledge or wisdom for beloved willing readers. 
 I could share my life experiences in happiness, sorrow, pain, darkness, light,  dreams, visions, honesty, beauty, mystery, love, and yes I would most definately express a belief or two from my Native American people through a blog, and again I never thought I could muster an attempt. Overall spare my side of the story in what I know as my walk of life.
I am not a professional writer nor did I go to college, university or work as a writer in my past but I'm giving my blog a chance as an amateur also as one who believes my thoughts and ideas are one of a kind.  Like me!!! Much Love & Respects!

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